Jayden

Jayden Jayden was 10 weeks old. He came into this world on November. 20 2008 and got his wings on January 29 2009 while at his Grammy's house in Mesquite Texas. Jayden was a borrowed angel and the day he was needed in Heaven my heart shattered. I am wearing a pair of shoes They are ugly shoes, uncomfortable shoes I hate my shoes. Each day I wear them and each day I wish I had a different pair. Some days my shoes hurt so bad That I do not think I can Take another step. Yet, I continue to wear them. I get funny looks wearing these shoes. They are looks of sympathy. I can tell in others eyes they are glad They are my shoes and not theirs. They never talk about my shoes. To learn how awful my shoes are Might make them uncomfortable. To truly understand these shoes You must walk in them. But, Once you put them one You can never take them off. I now realize that I'm not the only one Who wears these shoes. There are many pair In this world. Some people are like me and Ache daily as they Try to walk in them. Some have learned how to Walk in them so they Don't hurt quiet as much. Some have worn the shoes so long That days will go by before They think about how much they hurt. No person deserves To wear these shoes. Yet, Because of these shoes I am a stronger person These shoes gave me the strength to face anything. They have made me Who I am. I will forever walk in the shoes Of a parent who has lost a child.