Sawyer Erik Williams

Sawyer Erik Williams
June 1, 2010 - June 3, 2010
USA

Dear God,

Are you watching over Sawyer? Is he happy? I miss him so much, my heart is so empty I don't know or can't imagine how it will ever feel full again.

I want to hold my baby against my chest one more time. I want to feel his soft head against my chin. I don't want to forget his face or how he smelled. I want to remember how his tiny fingers felt in my hands. I want my body to warm his sweet head and kiss him all over just one more time.

Sawyer can you feel me wanting you? Can you feel me touching you? I feel you come to me at night and I don't ever want to let you go. I love you sweet angel. Always.

Love,

Mommy

Sawyer, my heart

I wrote this letter to you the day before you were laid to rest and not a day goes by where my heart yearns for your sweet skin and your beautiful spirit. It's been six months since you have been blanketed by God's light and each day here on earth is one day closer to us meeting again. I love you. I miss you. My beautiful baby boy. I love you always.