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Friday, April 26, 2013

Jadon Bell

 
Jadon Bell 
Due June 18, 2013
Left the comfort of Mommy's womb on November 16, 2012
 USA    
 
Jadon,
I am thankful for every single day I was able to carry you. It wasn't as long as I would have liked, but I'm glad I was able to have you with me for a short time. You are loved. Always and forever. Say hello to your brothers and sisters for me.

Until I'm able to hold you for the first time,
Mommy

A thousand words could never bring you back,
I know because I tried.
Neither could a thousand tears,
I know because I cried.
-Author Unknown

I love you forever. You and your brothers and sisters are my angels

13 Send Your Love Here:

Jennifer said...

I followed the link from your blog. This is beautiful. My sweet baby James (carried for 16 weeks) is in heaven with Jesus too. Like you, I look forward to the day when I will meet him and hear him say "hi mama".
sharing your tears.
a sister in Christ,
Jennifer

Anonymous said...

I followed your link from your blog. We just lost our angel last week. I'm so glad to have found this. It is much comfort.
Sasha

Unknown said...

I love that your baby's name was written on the beach. So sweet. I carried my baby girl full term and went two weeks over my due date. She went into fetal distress and we lost her. Her name is Ashleigh. I miss her so much but I know she is in heaven. The loss of a child is something you never truly get over. You learn to deal. Bless all parents who have experienced this kind of pain and grief. I pray for us all to find peace.

Unknown said...

Sending you, your husband, Jadon, and your other babies love. I linked from your blog and wanted you to know I said a prayer for all of you just in case today is one of the rough days in your grief. <3

Unknown said...

I was set up to adopt a beautiful baby but my friend miscarried them at 16 weeks two days ago...it's been extremely hard as my friend needs time so I don't know if it was a boy or a girl yet...but the pain of losing them even though I didnt physically carry them I still feel the pain so heavily but they join my twins Addison and Gabriel who would be almost 10 next year

Anonymous said...

Princess Sophia Rios born on September 20, 2017 @ 10:17am weighing 6lb. 5oz measuring 18 inches. To beautiful for Earth our princess was born sleeping.

Anonymous said...

I just my little Serena Faith last week. She was 19 weeks. What a beautiful picture of your baby's name. I think all our babies are together having a most glorious time with Jesus- but I do so wish she could have stayed.... love and prayers to all of us who are missing our babies

Unknown said...

Your baby is and always will be your baby I feel comfort to know I am not the only one who loves and misses their babies as much as I do. Every life counts no matter how short lived. Doctors do not speak in kind words at times feeling as if they are not as important as if they were alive but to a mother whom has hoped and wished for that beautiful life those weeks, months mean everything.

Unknown said...

This is so beautiful. I lost my little one this December. I am so sorry for your loss and sending you love!

Anonymous said...

I knew there were multiple babies very early on. I started wearing baggie clothes at 6 wks. At 25 wks., I started to bleed. I clearly remember looking at my face in the mirror & thinking "I will never be the same again." And I haven't.
It was 1984. Jordan, Jessie & Jamie all died from a heart malformation. One.at.a.time. One collapsed upon the other,right there on ultrasound. For some medical reason back then, it was considered best for the mother to wait for the babies to pass naturally. So, I carried those dead babies in me for nine weeks.
Finally the contractions began & all 3 left me.
It's now 2020 & I still cry sometimes. I've only just now begun to talk about it.
I wanted all the young mothers who read this to understand that the black cloud that hangs over your head, the ache in your heart & the memories you carry don't really go away, but you get used to it & it diminishes some.
I'm 65 now, a grey haired nana of two. Two yrs. after the babies died, I carried our "Rainbow Baby" a 10 lb. girl & birthed her in 39 min.! I still hold the record for fastest birth. Our 2 daughters are our joy.
I've learned to think of the triplets with happiness & know that I will someday be re-united with them, when I will finally hold them in my arms.
Bless each & everyone of you.

Unknown said...

Thanks for sharing this. We just lost ours yesterday at 11 weeks but baby had stopped growing at 8 weeks. Still in limbo but been able to see how God already was preparing me. I am also nursing our 1 year old so had purchase Tandem Nursing Adventures as soon as I found out I was pregnant & actually read thru it - which is hard for me to get a chance to read anything being the mother of 4 girls. Because of this book, I knew it wasn't my nursing and glad I did know that because I was actually asked at the hospital if that could be a reason. The lady wasn't being mean or rude we were just talking about the chances of finding out what happened so the possibility was brought up. We also mentioned to this same lady if we would be able to find out gender to be able to give an appropriate name though we didn't mind a gender neutral name or a nickname. She mentioned the name Charlie & that was actually the boy name we have discussed for 20 years plus I had even mentioned to my husband with this baby that it could be a Charliegh for a girl or Charlotte (nickname: Charlie). Only God could have given her that one name out of all. Been talking about all the ways we are going to memorialize our baby and found this link through your post. Thanks so much for posting.

Anonymous said...

My birthday is June 18th. I filled this link from Google an decided to read on I found out I miscarried yesterday and am in a place or deep sadness. I hope that that you find the strength to carry on as it is not an easy pain having to wonder what if. I’m sure your previous child watches over you always. Peace love and good vibrations

Anonymous said...

This is very very beautiful and it really touched my soul I lost my baby boy a day ago and I’m truly devastated and I don’t really know how to cope I’m taking it really day by day. But I know for certain our babies are certainly waiting for us on the other side.💓