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Sunday, December 14, 2008

Alice Sapwell



Alice Sapwell

Born sleeping on 17th February 2007
at 20 weeks and 3 days.

My darling Alice,

Not a day goes by when I don’t think of you and wonder what might have been, but I know that God called you to Him and is keeping you safe in His arms. Thank you so much for your precious gift to us of your little sister Rose Alice Grace. I love you so much, my beautiful little girl, play happily with the angels until we meet again.

All my love, Mummy xxx


“Before I formed you in the womb I knew you and before you were born I consecrated you”

Jeremiah 1:5

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Tamsin Sapwell said...

My darling baby,

I am missing you so much today. It always seems so much harder at this time of year. It's so hard not to think about the fact that I should have an 18 month old running around pulling at the decorations on the tree! I have ordered you a very special decoration of a porcelain angel with your name on it to go on our tree so that everyone can remember you. I love you, my sweetheart.

All my love,

Mummy xxx

Tamsin Sapwell said...

Dearest Alice,

I am thinking of you particularly at this time of year as the 2nd anniversary of your death approaches. It's so hard to look back and remember what I was doing 2 years ago, how I was walking around in complete ignorance of what was just round the corner. I don't know whether you were still alive or whether you had already passed on, but I hope you heard me talking to you and stroking my tummy. I can't believe 2 years have passed by already. Even though it's been so long since we saw each other, I still think of you every day. I love you my darling daughter.

Love,

Mummy xxx

Tamsin Sapwell said...

Darling Alice,

Today it is two years since I found out that you had died. I can't believe that it's been so long. In some ways it's even worse because you are further away from me than ever. I still think about you every day and miss you just as much as I ever did.

Two years ago was the worst day of my life but thanks to you I feel as though I have changed into a different, more compassionate person. I don't think that I would be the person I am today if it wasn't for loving and losing you and so I thank you for this. But it doesn't make up for the heartache that I feel every day at your loss, particularly at this time of the year.

I know that you are safe in heaven being looked after by our loved ones and that you in turn are looking after me.

I love you my darling little girl.

All my love and cuddles,

Mummy xxx

Tamsin Sapwell said...

Darling Alice,

It's your 2nd angel birthday today. Two whole years have passed since I last saw you. I can't believe it's been so long. In so many ways this year is harder than the last because you feel further away from me than ever. I miss you so much darling.

Daddy remembers you too. He was thinking about you on the 15th when we remembered finding out you had died and he is thinking of you today.

We both love you so much and wish that you were here with us.

I am going to take you some flowers later but no matter what, you are always in my heart. You are with me always.

Happy birthday, darling. Play happily with your angel friends and know that your family are thinking of you.

All my love, cuddles and kisses,

Mummy xxx

Tamsin Sapwell said...

My darling baby,

Although time has passed since I wrote on here last, I still think of you every day. I am feeling very guilty today because I haven't been to visit you much over the summer holidays, apart from on what should have been your 2nd birthday on 4th July. I have been busy with your brother and sisters but that's no excuse and I'm sorry.

You have a very special angel friend up there with you now called Megan. Please look after her and play with her because her Mummy misses her very much. I met her when I was in hospital with your little sister Rose. She was a very brave little girl indeed but I know that she is safe there with you.

I can't believe that soon it will be the third anniversary of your loss. In some ways I think that it is worse the more time that passes, because you are further and further away from me. But please know that you are kept safe in my heart forever and that you are not, and never will be, forgotten.

I love you my angel baby.

Lots of love,

Mummy xxx